IM READY

Now im ready to forget you
im ready to forget all the things that makes me sad
all the memories that hurting me
im ready to forget you

you
who i used to call mine
who i used to love

you
who i loved very much
who i sacrificed all for you
you're still hurting me when i remember you

im mad at you
im mad at you for leaving me
for hurting me and just trow al the promises and dreams we've made

i know that
one day all the pain will be gone


fuck you for being liar
fuck you for making me a fool
fuck you for playing my feelings
fuck you .all i know is angry
all i know is pain
all i know is that i'd been a jerk
now all the worries and pain will be gone

i know someday i will be happy

FUCK YOU FOR ALL THIS TIME THAT YOU DONT BELIEVE ME
THAT YOU DONT BELIEVE THAT I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE,
FUCK YOU FOR THROWING THE MEMORIES WE'VE MADE AND THE PROMISES WE'VE MADE
NOW THEY'RE ALL GONE

I WILL BE HAPPY SOMEDAY

I WILL

JERK

i know that you dont have any feelings for me now
i know that your more happy now with him
im still crying when i remember the days we've spend to each other


now we are friends were talking to each others new life
and im still hurt when we talk about your new boyfriend
your so happy to his arms,while im being jerk here
hoping that 1 day you will back to me
even though i know that it'll never be happen

Wishy-washy prick

Sometimes i still miss the way you kiss me,the way you tickle me, it was so annnoying when you're tickeling me but it was fun,
i wonder if you're good now on your new boyfriend i wonder if he take cares of you,

maybe now my love for you is only for a friend. i found the new girl in my life, but in mot sure if we'll be together,

all i know is that im happy in my life now, im happy being single im so much better with out

but i wish i wasn't wishy-washy prick

A Happy Memory

another morning,i woke up sad,cause i just found out my self looking for love, looking for someone who can understand me and who will come to me when im alone
the one who can swipe my tears when im crying ,the one who will embrace me when i need her
and who will tell to me that ,"Everything will be alright im here for you" hehe ,im so fucking demanding lol,
my recently girlfriend is lalaine, the one i blogged you can see her on my page.

lalaine and i ,made a promises and a beautiful dream it was so amazing that a two teen agers can make a wonderful dream, that dream is simple ,hahah im just exaggerated.
that dream is to grow old to each other,i want to grow old with her,but now, it is only memory a happy memory we've made,they are all gone,but im happy cause we're once so in-love

I just want you to be my friend

I just want you to be my friend ,
i just want us to be a good friends ,why it seems that i'm always wrong??
can't you see?? i still love you?
god damn it!! i love you!!

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wag kang manghinayang sa mga araw buwan o taon na pinagsamahan nyu , ang masasayang alala ay kayang palitan ng mas masasayang alala sa tamang tao at tamang panahom

Lalaine my love one my dearest one,i remember i sacrifice all for her,


i remember we were so in-love to each other,
i saw her on friendster and i added her to my list,
and she accepted me as her friend,then we start talking to each other,i feel so comfortable to her company, i serenade her, then im lucky cause she loved me,

we've shared a lot of memories inside of 6 months there's a joy, agruements ,oh i remember we had always an agruement she always pick a fight and me too:] but we're happy

lalaine is so badass she is bastard, BUT .. "BUT" lalaine is so sweet,caring thoughtful and maybe she is kind:p haha yah she is kind i love her very much



now, she have a new boyfriend, we have now a new life, we contented being friends all though i know inside of me that i still love her :[