IM READY

Now im ready to forget you
im ready to forget all the things that makes me sad
all the memories that hurting me
im ready to forget you

you
who i used to call mine
who i used to love

you
who i loved very much
who i sacrificed all for you
you're still hurting me when i remember you

im mad at you
im mad at you for leaving me
for hurting me and just trow al the promises and dreams we've made

i know that
one day all the pain will be gone


fuck you for being liar
fuck you for making me a fool
fuck you for playing my feelings
fuck you .all i know is angry
all i know is pain
all i know is that i'd been a jerk
now all the worries and pain will be gone

i know someday i will be happy

FUCK YOU FOR ALL THIS TIME THAT YOU DONT BELIEVE ME
THAT YOU DONT BELIEVE THAT I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE,
FUCK YOU FOR THROWING THE MEMORIES WE'VE MADE AND THE PROMISES WE'VE MADE
NOW THEY'RE ALL GONE

I WILL BE HAPPY SOMEDAY

I WILL

JERK

i know that you dont have any feelings for me now
i know that your more happy now with him
im still crying when i remember the days we've spend to each other


now we are friends were talking to each others new life
and im still hurt when we talk about your new boyfriend
your so happy to his arms,while im being jerk here
hoping that 1 day you will back to me
even though i know that it'll never be happen

Wishy-washy prick

Sometimes i still miss the way you kiss me,the way you tickle me, it was so annnoying when you're tickeling me but it was fun,
i wonder if you're good now on your new boyfriend i wonder if he take cares of you,

maybe now my love for you is only for a friend. i found the new girl in my life, but in mot sure if we'll be together,

all i know is that im happy in my life now, im happy being single im so much better with out

but i wish i wasn't wishy-washy prick

A Happy Memory

another morning,i woke up sad,cause i just found out my self looking for love, looking for someone who can understand me and who will come to me when im alone
the one who can swipe my tears when im crying ,the one who will embrace me when i need her
and who will tell to me that ,"Everything will be alright im here for you" hehe ,im so fucking demanding lol,
my recently girlfriend is lalaine, the one i blogged you can see her on my page.

lalaine and i ,made a promises and a beautiful dream it was so amazing that a two teen agers can make a wonderful dream, that dream is simple ,hahah im just exaggerated.
that dream is to grow old to each other,i want to grow old with her,but now, it is only memory a happy memory we've made,they are all gone,but im happy cause we're once so in-love

I just want you to be my friend

I just want you to be my friend ,
i just want us to be a good friends ,why it seems that i'm always wrong??
can't you see?? i still love you?
god damn it!! i love you!!

:[

wag kang manghinayang sa mga araw buwan o taon na pinagsamahan nyu , ang masasayang alala ay kayang palitan ng mas masasayang alala sa tamang tao at tamang panahom

Lalaine my love one my dearest one,i remember i sacrifice all for her,


i remember we were so in-love to each other,
i saw her on friendster and i added her to my list,
and she accepted me as her friend,then we start talking to each other,i feel so comfortable to her company, i serenade her, then im lucky cause she loved me,

we've shared a lot of memories inside of 6 months there's a joy, agruements ,oh i remember we had always an agruement she always pick a fight and me too:] but we're happy

lalaine is so badass she is bastard, BUT .. "BUT" lalaine is so sweet,caring thoughtful and maybe she is kind:p haha yah she is kind i love her very much



now, she have a new boyfriend, we have now a new life, we contented being friends all though i know inside of me that i still love her :[

That 3girls:]

That three girls over there is my best friend,sister and my friend
i want to share to you guys how much they are important to me
they always make me smile when im sad they always come to me when i'm alone,
no one can replace them to my heart,I LOVE THEM SO MUCH:]


Just sharing:]

Pamela

Pamela my beloved sister bait bait to, my pag kamartir to gaya sakin ee.. haha o talgang ganun lang talga kaming dalawa pag inlove? haha .hayop to magmahal kaya kung ikaw ang mamahalin neto ,lang ya ka ang swerte mo d ka magsisisi . hehe .c ehla ,ehla kasi nick name nya, iritang irita to skin kpag paulit ulit kong binabangit ang tungkol sa love life ko .
tungkol sa paulit ulit kong drama tungkol sa ex girlfriend ko
hehe .pero syempre love nya parin ako at love ko padin sya sobra kamu.


I LOVE YOU PAMELA

Charlene

Charlene my beloved best friend she's nice, lahat na ata ng mgandang katangian na saknya,pero hindi din. haha
c bff ko, lagi nya ako inaadvice tungkol sa nangyayare sa buhay ko, kahit paulit ulit at inis na inis na sua sa paulit ulit na kinukwento ko sakanya anjan pa din sya, d nya ako pinapabayaan,kaya mahal ko sya ee,sobra ko syang mahal,
kahit anu pa sabihin ng madami di ko pagpapalit bff ko:]


I LOVE YOU CHARLENE

JHEN

She is Jhen,my favorite friend.napaka sweet netong taong to.
kaya mahal na mahal ko ito ee..haha.
napakakulit din.
pero kahit anu pa sya love na love ko sya.
siya yung tipu ng tao na kapag kausap mo gagaan ang pakiramdam mo sasaya ka at matatawa sa mga kalokohan nya.
sobrang gaan ng loob ko dito ee..
dinamayan din nya ako nung naghiwalay kami nung lalaine.
pede mo din syang utangan ng load sa cp. ayun nga lang bayaran mo kung di yare ka.. hahaha



I LOVE YOU JHEN

PROMISES

ito yung sulat na ginawa mo para sakin bago ako umalis papuntang malabon,nalala ko pa hapon yun tinex kita niloko kita nun sabi ko pupunta na akong malabon,nasa skul ka nun, sabi ko nasa bus na ako papuntang baclaran pero ang totoo papunta ako sa school mo para makasama ka bago ako umalis,muntik pa ngang magkasalisi tayu eh.kasi ntrapik ako at ikaw ay pauwi na,haha alala ko pa nun sabi ko hintayin mo c hanz yung tropa natin sabi ko sayu nun pupunta sya sa school nyo kaya hintayin mo sya para hindi ka muna umuwi.haha .tapos d ka naniwla sakin nun kala ko maloloko kita para dun ka muna ..pero eksakto lang pagdating ko pinapunta kita sa my jollibe malapit don sabi ko andun ako,salamat ko nman pumunta ka dun nagkita tayu.nakita ko sa muka mo kung ganu ka kasaya nun nung nakita mong andun ako,ang saya ko din nun sobrang saya ko,tapus kumain tayu sa DD (dunkin' donuts) tapus yung tissue n yan sinulatan mo na pangako mo,pangako mu na magaaral kang mabuti para sakin. na hihintayin mo ako.na ako lang kahit anung mangyare.

Pagkatapos nun umuwi na tayo nag piktyur tayu sa bus masaya tayung magkasama.
pagdating ko sa bahay naghanda na ako papunta sa malabon.habang hinahanda ko ang gamit ko tumutulo luha ko d ko maisip na lalayo ako sayu at hindi ko kaya,pero wala tayung mgagawa kelangan kong umalis,don na nagsimulang lumambot ang lahat.
Kapag naalala ko ang lahat, d ko parin maiwasan na malungkot at umiiyak dahil pinapalala lang nun kung ganu mo ako kamahal DATI.

another morning w/out you:[

bago nnmang umaga,hindi ko alam kung nakakalimutan na nga ba kita o nalilibang lang ako sa mga nangyayare ngayun sa buhay ko.dahil naglalaro ako ng online games.siguro kapag magisa na lang ako at naalala kita sigurado malulungkot ako.
Ngayong umaga kasama ko yung dalawang tropa kong magshota,mahigit 2years na sila ang tibay nuh ?sana naging ganun din kami ni lalaine, ang daming pangarap n nabuo at mga pangako, may pagasa pabang matupad ang mga pangarap at mga pangako na yon kasama ka?

i still suffering from the pain you've left

kelangan ba talaga natin to??
kelangan bang magkalimutan tayo at masaktan ng ganto?
mahal na mahal kita at ayun din ang dahilan kung bakit ako sumuko
sobrang sakit na kc .sobrang mahal kita kahit ang sakit sakit na
kaya sumuko ako
ilang beses kitang pinagbigyan ng pagkakataon para ayusin ntin ang problema,
ilang beses din kita tinanong kung sino ang mas mahal mo at lagi mong pinipili sya pero sinasabi na ayaw mo akong mawla
so anung dpat kong gawen ?sobra ng sakit kaya iniwan kita ..

pero isang araw umaasa parin ako na matutupad nating ang mga pangarap naten