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Konti na lang

Konti na lang, konti na lang makakalaya na ako sa ating dalawa, konti na lang mabubuksan ko na ang bagong buhay ko,hindi ko na rin hinihiling ngayun na bumalik ka sakin, hindi katulad dati nagpapakatanga pa ako sayo,ngayon unti unti ng nagkaka kulay ang buhay ko dahil sa babaeng bago kong mahal, salamat na din sayo,kung hindi mo ako iniwan hindi ko xa makikilala, maraming salamat sayo lalaine,:) pero sana maging kami at magtagal kami, kung mangyare man yun, sigurado ako hindi kami magagaya sating dalawa,gagawa ako ng mas masasayang alaala,ngayon ang kailangan ko n lang sabihin sayo mga sama ng loob ko, kpag nasabi ko na yun. sigurado mas sasaya ang buhay ko :)

Maraming salamat sa sakit at sa pangloloko mo sakin salamat
sa lahat, naging sobrang saya din nman ako sa piling mo, ayun nga lang
hindi tayu hangang sa huli.:) pero salamat padin

Alam mo ba?

alam mo ba kung gano kaskit ang cnabi mo?
alam mo ba kung ganu kasakit?
alam mo ba kung gano kasakit ang sinabi mo na
"Sana pala sya n lang sna pala hindi sayo
sna pala hindi kita nkilala,
nagsisisi ako dahil nkilala kita pinagsisisihan ko ang lahat ng bagay n pinagsaluhan at oras n binigay ko sayu,sana pala saknya na lang"

alam mo ba lalaine kung gano kasakit yun?
alam mo din ba na , ikaw ang nangiwan at hindi ako .
ikaw ang nangloko at hindi ako

ikaw ang sumira at hindi ako
ikaw ang bumali ng mga pangako at pangarap natin

ikaw ang sumuko at hindi ako


nakita mo ba at naramdaman mo ba nung pinaglaban kita?
you dont even know that i fight for us and keep holding on but you
give up
you give up all the things that makes me strong
and you give up me.

Hiling

gustong gus2 ko na kumawla sayu lalaine
pero bakit di ko magawa?
anu paba ang dpat kong gawin para makalimutan ka?
ang sakit sakit na lalaine
sobrang sakit na

hindi mo kelangan ipamuka sa akin ang mga mali kong nagwa
at hindi mo kelangan gumawa ng mga kwentong niloko lang kita
putang ina nman lheng hirap na hirap na ako
sabihin mo lahat ng gus2 mong sabihin sakin
sabihin mo sakin ng harapan ang mga bgay na gus2 kong marinig mula sayu
sabihin na wla akong kwenta sabihin mo sa harapan ko yun
sabihin mo lahat para alam ko
sabihin mo sa harap ko para isang bagsak n lang
isang buhos n lang

wla akong balak mkipag balikan wag k mag alala
kasi hindi ko din kaya kahit sobrang mahal kita
hindi ko kaya dahil sobrang sakit ang iniwan mo sakin

makakahanap din ako ng babaeng hindi gagawin yung mga bagay na gnawa mo sakin
yung babaeng hindi ako paasahin sa mga pangako nya sakin
yung hindi ako lolokohin
yung babaeng mag 22wid ng mga mali ko
yung magsasabi sakin na
"magiging ayus lang ang lahat
and2 ako para sayu
hindi kita iiwan"


ayaw na kitang hanapin ayaw na kitang isipin
pero pano ?
hindi ko mgawa
ang sakit sakit na
bakita hindi ako makawala sayu?

hinihiling ko lang
sna makalimutan na kita

Do i really ruined your life?

do i really ruined your life?
do u really regret the day that u met me ?
the day that u fall in-love with me?and the day that u said yes to me?

how can i say that we are once so strong if u never fight for us?
i'm speechless ,how can you just throw all the memories we've shared?and the days that you were mine?the days we've spend together ?
its easy for you right?
but how?


marami akong mga bagay na itatanung sayu
pero ngayun ba yung tamang panahon para magusap tayo?
bqt ba lumalabas na ako yung masama ??at ako yung nangloko
lalaine kahit kelan d kita niloko
ikaw lang ang minahal ko

ang tagal kitang hinanap ,pero saglit lang pala kita mkakasama

If you talk to me

If you talk to me

kapag nagkausap kaya tayu ,anu kaya ang una mong sasabihin??at anu kaya ang una kong sasabihin sayu??siguro sasabihin ko,hi !kamusta ka ?? tapus ang sunod"kamusta kayu ?"mga ganung bagay siguro,tapus nun sisimulan ko na yung mga tungkol sa nangyare satin,
mga bagay na pinagdaana natin, mga bagay na naging masaya tayu, mga bagay na pinag awayan natin, ang lahat ng mga bagay na pinagsaluhan natiin,

Magiging maayos kaya ang paguusap natin kpag pumayag ka??
marami ding bagay akong itatanung sayo ,sobrang dami
kung bkit ganito at bkit ganon,yung mga bagay na alam kong hindi mo sasagutin yung mga bagay na kelangan kong malaman ang sagot ,pero alam ko na kahit kelan hindi mo sasagutin,
pero ayus lang, gus2 ko lang nman malaman mo lahat ng pinagdaanan ko nung naghiwalay tayu
nung sinira mo yung mga pangako na binuo mo
ang hirap lalaine .ang sakit sakit, ang dami2 kong cnakripisyo para lang magkasama ulit tayu
pero sinayang mo lang lahat yun
at naniwla ka sa mga balukot mong paniniwla
cnayang mo lang lahat ng pagmamahal ko sayu
isang iglap nwala tayu
isang iglap binasura mo ang mga bagay n pinagsmahan natin
lahat ng bagay na pinagsaluhan natin

mahal n mahal kita pero sinayang mo lang

Harder than you know

how are you lheng ?are you good ??are you alright?
me?im good ,im doing well ,im doing the same thing
and feel the same way for you,i feel stupid about this
coz i know and we know that its been long time since you've left me,since you broke my dreams.

this time im not feel angry for you yet fuck you :p

i heard that you take the test on lyceum university
i know that you can pass the test coz you are smart
and you are doing some cheats that's why i'm confident that you can pass that test .haha lmao


now im listening to your favorite piano song from japan and it is so beautiful like you, it reminds me of arguements although the song is sad haha i dont know whats the reason why i remember our arguements on this song .hahaha it just does to me.:p

is there a fairytale ? a happy ending ?i think there's a happy ending but fairytale ? nah
not all love stories are happy ,sometimes or i think most of the time,people are crying coz of love and that's life ,love isn't just about boy and girl who are love each other it's about us who loved each other,about the bond who's keeping the two or more people together even they are far from each other.

i hope that you dont cut the bond that keeping us together
i miss you

Breakup Recovery 101: Five Rules You Must Follow!

Whether or not you were together for two weeks, six months, or four years, breakups hurt. And they can be really hard to get over. If you listen to the wise words of Charlotte on Sex and the City, it takes half the time you were together to get over him. Here are a few more wise words to help make your next breakup a little easier.

Don't Talk to Him

The most crucial rule in breaking up is to not talk to the person you're breaking up with. Even if you think you can handle it and still get over the person, you can't. Don't kid yourself; feelings will get hurt. Take some time off, get over him, and maybe someday in the future you'll be friends. Until then, lick your wounds and recover any way you'd like; whether that be partying hard, staying in bed for days with pints of ice cream, or spending absurd amounts of money on clothes you don't need. No one will say a thing; we all heal in our own, weird ways.

Snap Out of It

Remember how things, like stupid songs and movies and that little spot in the park that you two went to on your first date used to be "yours"? Well, they're not anymore. Don't make a connection to platonic objects when there isn't one. Remind yourself that you like that spot in the park because of the good view, not because of anyone connected to it. There's no point losing more than you have to from a breakup, so don't get all sappy on yourself.

Reconnect with Your Friends

No matter how much you say you're not going to be that girl who gives up her friends for her boyfriend; everyone gives up a little of their time to spend with their guy. Well, now is the time to make it up to them (and, you could use the girl talk). So, go out and have fun; grab your best wing woman, and remember how much fun being single really is.

Take Some Time For Yourself

Amidst all of this trying not to talk to him, hanging out with friends, partying more and/or eating lots and lots of ice cream-you need to remember to sit back and actually work through your feelings. Understand why things went south, and why you're better off this way. And in no time you'll be back to your old self, and what's-his-name will be a thing of the past.

It's All About Rewards

And finally, do all of the little things that make you happy every day. Yep, being single means thinking about you, you, you. So, go and take that extra time after work and buy yourself that little ring you've been obsessing over. Or take a long walk and meet a friend for cupcakes because well, you can. Have fun spoiling yourself, because you deserve it after....wait, what? I'm forgetting alread

IM READY

Now im ready to forget you
im ready to forget all the things that makes me sad
all the memories that hurting me
im ready to forget you

you
who i used to call mine
who i used to love

you
who i loved very much
who i sacrificed all for you
you're still hurting me when i remember you

im mad at you
im mad at you for leaving me
for hurting me and just trow al the promises and dreams we've made

i know that
one day all the pain will be gone


fuck you for being liar
fuck you for making me a fool
fuck you for playing my feelings
fuck you .all i know is angry
all i know is pain
all i know is that i'd been a jerk
now all the worries and pain will be gone

i know someday i will be happy

FUCK YOU FOR ALL THIS TIME THAT YOU DONT BELIEVE ME
THAT YOU DONT BELIEVE THAT I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE,
FUCK YOU FOR THROWING THE MEMORIES WE'VE MADE AND THE PROMISES WE'VE MADE
NOW THEY'RE ALL GONE

I WILL BE HAPPY SOMEDAY

I WILL

JERK

i know that you dont have any feelings for me now
i know that your more happy now with him
im still crying when i remember the days we've spend to each other


now we are friends were talking to each others new life
and im still hurt when we talk about your new boyfriend
your so happy to his arms,while im being jerk here
hoping that 1 day you will back to me
even though i know that it'll never be happen

Wishy-washy prick

Sometimes i still miss the way you kiss me,the way you tickle me, it was so annnoying when you're tickeling me but it was fun,
i wonder if you're good now on your new boyfriend i wonder if he take cares of you,

maybe now my love for you is only for a friend. i found the new girl in my life, but in mot sure if we'll be together,

all i know is that im happy in my life now, im happy being single im so much better with out

but i wish i wasn't wishy-washy prick

A Happy Memory

another morning,i woke up sad,cause i just found out my self looking for love, looking for someone who can understand me and who will come to me when im alone
the one who can swipe my tears when im crying ,the one who will embrace me when i need her
and who will tell to me that ,"Everything will be alright im here for you" hehe ,im so fucking demanding lol,
my recently girlfriend is lalaine, the one i blogged you can see her on my page.

lalaine and i ,made a promises and a beautiful dream it was so amazing that a two teen agers can make a wonderful dream, that dream is simple ,hahah im just exaggerated.
that dream is to grow old to each other,i want to grow old with her,but now, it is only memory a happy memory we've made,they are all gone,but im happy cause we're once so in-love

I just want you to be my friend

I just want you to be my friend ,
i just want us to be a good friends ,why it seems that i'm always wrong??
can't you see?? i still love you?
god damn it!! i love you!!

:[

wag kang manghinayang sa mga araw buwan o taon na pinagsamahan nyu , ang masasayang alala ay kayang palitan ng mas masasayang alala sa tamang tao at tamang panahom

Lalaine my love one my dearest one,i remember i sacrifice all for her,


i remember we were so in-love to each other,
i saw her on friendster and i added her to my list,
and she accepted me as her friend,then we start talking to each other,i feel so comfortable to her company, i serenade her, then im lucky cause she loved me,

we've shared a lot of memories inside of 6 months there's a joy, agruements ,oh i remember we had always an agruement she always pick a fight and me too:] but we're happy

lalaine is so badass she is bastard, BUT .. "BUT" lalaine is so sweet,caring thoughtful and maybe she is kind:p haha yah she is kind i love her very much



now, she have a new boyfriend, we have now a new life, we contented being friends all though i know inside of me that i still love her :[

That 3girls:]

That three girls over there is my best friend,sister and my friend
i want to share to you guys how much they are important to me
they always make me smile when im sad they always come to me when i'm alone,
no one can replace them to my heart,I LOVE THEM SO MUCH:]


Just sharing:]

Pamela

Pamela my beloved sister bait bait to, my pag kamartir to gaya sakin ee.. haha o talgang ganun lang talga kaming dalawa pag inlove? haha .hayop to magmahal kaya kung ikaw ang mamahalin neto ,lang ya ka ang swerte mo d ka magsisisi . hehe .c ehla ,ehla kasi nick name nya, iritang irita to skin kpag paulit ulit kong binabangit ang tungkol sa love life ko .
tungkol sa paulit ulit kong drama tungkol sa ex girlfriend ko
hehe .pero syempre love nya parin ako at love ko padin sya sobra kamu.


I LOVE YOU PAMELA

Charlene

Charlene my beloved best friend she's nice, lahat na ata ng mgandang katangian na saknya,pero hindi din. haha
c bff ko, lagi nya ako inaadvice tungkol sa nangyayare sa buhay ko, kahit paulit ulit at inis na inis na sua sa paulit ulit na kinukwento ko sakanya anjan pa din sya, d nya ako pinapabayaan,kaya mahal ko sya ee,sobra ko syang mahal,
kahit anu pa sabihin ng madami di ko pagpapalit bff ko:]


I LOVE YOU CHARLENE

JHEN

She is Jhen,my favorite friend.napaka sweet netong taong to.
kaya mahal na mahal ko ito ee..haha.
napakakulit din.
pero kahit anu pa sya love na love ko sya.
siya yung tipu ng tao na kapag kausap mo gagaan ang pakiramdam mo sasaya ka at matatawa sa mga kalokohan nya.
sobrang gaan ng loob ko dito ee..
dinamayan din nya ako nung naghiwalay kami nung lalaine.
pede mo din syang utangan ng load sa cp. ayun nga lang bayaran mo kung di yare ka.. hahaha



I LOVE YOU JHEN

PROMISES

ito yung sulat na ginawa mo para sakin bago ako umalis papuntang malabon,nalala ko pa hapon yun tinex kita niloko kita nun sabi ko pupunta na akong malabon,nasa skul ka nun, sabi ko nasa bus na ako papuntang baclaran pero ang totoo papunta ako sa school mo para makasama ka bago ako umalis,muntik pa ngang magkasalisi tayu eh.kasi ntrapik ako at ikaw ay pauwi na,haha alala ko pa nun sabi ko hintayin mo c hanz yung tropa natin sabi ko sayu nun pupunta sya sa school nyo kaya hintayin mo sya para hindi ka muna umuwi.haha .tapos d ka naniwla sakin nun kala ko maloloko kita para dun ka muna ..pero eksakto lang pagdating ko pinapunta kita sa my jollibe malapit don sabi ko andun ako,salamat ko nman pumunta ka dun nagkita tayu.nakita ko sa muka mo kung ganu ka kasaya nun nung nakita mong andun ako,ang saya ko din nun sobrang saya ko,tapus kumain tayu sa DD (dunkin' donuts) tapus yung tissue n yan sinulatan mo na pangako mo,pangako mu na magaaral kang mabuti para sakin. na hihintayin mo ako.na ako lang kahit anung mangyare.

Pagkatapos nun umuwi na tayo nag piktyur tayu sa bus masaya tayung magkasama.
pagdating ko sa bahay naghanda na ako papunta sa malabon.habang hinahanda ko ang gamit ko tumutulo luha ko d ko maisip na lalayo ako sayu at hindi ko kaya,pero wala tayung mgagawa kelangan kong umalis,don na nagsimulang lumambot ang lahat.
Kapag naalala ko ang lahat, d ko parin maiwasan na malungkot at umiiyak dahil pinapalala lang nun kung ganu mo ako kamahal DATI.

another morning w/out you:[

bago nnmang umaga,hindi ko alam kung nakakalimutan na nga ba kita o nalilibang lang ako sa mga nangyayare ngayun sa buhay ko.dahil naglalaro ako ng online games.siguro kapag magisa na lang ako at naalala kita sigurado malulungkot ako.
Ngayong umaga kasama ko yung dalawang tropa kong magshota,mahigit 2years na sila ang tibay nuh ?sana naging ganun din kami ni lalaine, ang daming pangarap n nabuo at mga pangako, may pagasa pabang matupad ang mga pangarap at mga pangako na yon kasama ka?

i still suffering from the pain you've left

kelangan ba talaga natin to??
kelangan bang magkalimutan tayo at masaktan ng ganto?
mahal na mahal kita at ayun din ang dahilan kung bakit ako sumuko
sobrang sakit na kc .sobrang mahal kita kahit ang sakit sakit na
kaya sumuko ako
ilang beses kitang pinagbigyan ng pagkakataon para ayusin ntin ang problema,
ilang beses din kita tinanong kung sino ang mas mahal mo at lagi mong pinipili sya pero sinasabi na ayaw mo akong mawla
so anung dpat kong gawen ?sobra ng sakit kaya iniwan kita ..

pero isang araw umaasa parin ako na matutupad nating ang mga pangarap naten

utak ang pinapagana

mahal nya ako,mahal din nya yung isang lalake, nung pinapili ko sya pinili nya yung pangalawa
pero sinasabi nya mahal nya ako at di nya ako kayang mawala,naniwla ako dun
kaya pumayag ako na maging kami kahit sila
pero isang araw napa isip ako,kung mahal nya talga ako ..ako ang pipiliin nya at hindi yung pangalawa ,kaya mas pinili kong kalimutan siya at maging malungkot ng hindi sya kasama
kesa maging malungkot na kasama sya habang kayakap sya ng iba

kahit pala ilang advice ang sabihin sayu ng nasa paligid mo kung hindi ka din nakikinig at di' tintulungan ang sarili mo para kalimutan ang nanakit sayu wla ding mangyayare nasasayo nkasasalay ang lahat kung kakalimutan mo siya o gagawin mong tanga ang sarili mo